Love The Ones Your With?
There comes a time where you are bursting at the seams to admit that you don't like your family. We've already learned that I hate my sister but now its' my parents causing me agita. I'm 25 still at home for financial reasons. I am trying so hard to crave a independent life for myself that I feel my parents are unconsciously trying to undermine. My mom is very nosy, she thinks everything is her business just because she over hears a conversation or sees a piece of mail. I know my mom means well and she wants to be apart of her life but as harsh as it sounds I only want her there if I invite her in. My mom however is still the one I can relate to best as we can enjoy many shared experiences together. My dad and I have run out of things to talk about years ago, we hardly relate to each other and I feel that i've disappointed him because I choose to not listen to him any more when it comes to what I should do with my life. My sister is still as annoying and present as ever. I sincerely wish I was in a position to not be financially dependent on my parents ( they pay my phone,care and health insurance right now) and its this fact hanging over me that I'm, bound to them. A part of it is me- but I want us to live together but separate. I'm going crazy here waiting for acceptance to grad school so I can move away.