I Don't Like My Mother

I Don'T Care About Her Enough To Hate Her

By: TexasTerri

Written on January 27th, 2013

My mother had five different live in boyfriends before I was eight. When I was eight she found a winner. He started molesting me within a week of moving in. It started with fondling and putting his fingers in me. I started getting urinary tract infections. She mostly ignored them. I don't remember it not hurting to pee for most of my childhood.

When I was ten he was forcing me to give him oral sex. By 12 it was full on sex, vaginal and anal. When I was 13 she caught him in the act. He had me bent over her bed and was inside me. Mom screamed at me. It was my fault. I asked for it. I was a ****, how could I do that to HER.

That's why I don't like my mother.

By: TexasTerri

Age: 46-50 , Female

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6 responses

goliathtree

I don't like your mother either....no kid should have to go through anything remotely resembling that....I am sorry.

Jan 31
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awhitedot

I can't imagine. No one should suffer that.
God.....

Jan 31
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goodlittlegirl

I don't like her either

Jan 31
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blndtwr31

I wont share my story here but my dad and my brothers sided with me and my mom and her side turned against me. Luckily i got my justice, he was arrested and charged, there was a trial that lasted a few days, i begged them not to make me testify but the one morning on the way into the court house the bastard had the nerve to say hi and how was i doing like he hadnt been violating my 12 yr old body for almost 8 months. But what was great was it made me so insanely mad. I got on the stand and told every single detail of what that man did to me. The jury took less than an hr to find him guillty of everything he was charged with. He was a family friend on my moms side and they said i seduced him. How a 12 yr old short chubby lil girl can seduced anyone is beyond me. He was diagnosed with cancer shortly after he went to prison, then the best day of my life he died in prison. I got my justice, but never got peace.... i still wake up screaming every now and again sheets soaked in sweat. I have two meetings a week with a psychiatrist, i have a drug counselor and go to at least two meetings a week. There not NA or AA but something different. Gosh im rambling again and i hate doing that on someoes page.... my point was from that moment on my moms entire side of the family hated me, and still do. Me and my mother cant even be in the same room with one another without us being mean to each other...... i have my dad and my best friend james and thats enough. Each day is a gift and im not gonna waste it because of her. You have a friend here if you ever need one. Hugggggggggsssssssss <3

Jan 30
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pappawlove

That is so sad..there are women who should never be mothers..you drew one..rotten luck..look at it this way..you wouldn't be the strong woman you are today if you hadn't had to make your way through all that

Jan 28
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RJ43

It sounds like your mom was a very insecure woman and she should never have had a child if she couldn't take care of you. I don't mean financially or even with emotional support but to protect you from garbage like that BF if I was your Mother and saw that I would have ripped him off you and cut him off completely. I don't mean sexually either.

Jan 27
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