Who Cares?

I want to kill myself I at least want to cut myself on a daily basis. I have no one who knows me. No one wants to deal with someone crazy. Even my therapist is done with me.

I hate my life and I wish I could just end it.

deepdish deepdish
26-30, F
3 Responses Feb 16, 2010

I find it odd that random strangers care more about me than people who I actually know in my life.

My daughter was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder when she was 16 and we both we were in denial. Over the past 5 years I have accepted this diagnosis although she has not. I love my daughter and will always love her no matter what...no matter what diagnosis...no matter how many times I have to take her emerg. Don't give up! I believe in YOU! I will never give up on my beautiful baby girl (even though she's 21 now) and I refuse to give up on anyone with a "mental" disorder. Just remember.... I BELIEVE IN YOU AND YOU DESERVE TO LIVE THE LIFE YOU WANT TO!

I am so sorry that you think about your life in that way, please don't say that. Everyone matters, every life matters. You matter. I have no idea if this will help, but find something in your life that you care about. Anything. Something that you live to do, and invest all your strength and energy into that, is my advice. I am so sorry that you feel this way, keep holding strong, you'll make it through this.