Post

She'll Celebrate In Heaven

Next Thursday will be my little girls first birthday. We won't have a party that all of our friends and family will come to celebrate. Instead I will go to the cemetery to lay flowers and bring a balloon that says "Happy 1st Birthday". We will bring a little cake to "celebrate" and sing her the songs that remind us of her.

My heart is so broken. I miss her so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. I was dreading to face September and every September in the future. It brings us heart break. I can't help but relive all those days leading up to the moment of her passing, and all the days that followed. I keep reliving last year.

I just want to hold her one more time.

 

sweetnightmare sweetnightmare 26-30, F 7 Responses Sep 19, 2008

Your Response

Cancel

I am very sorry for the loss of your infant daughter. I hope each September gets a little easier for you to cope with. My best friend/ roommate lost his son last April, so though I've not given birth and lost, my heart aches for you.

So sorry for your loss. Our hearts will always remember those we love, and they will live on in our memories until we meet them again in heaven. hugs to you

Being blessed by such an angel is a gift you now hold in your heart forever. My thoughts and prays are with and you and yours.

I've had several late miscarriages but never what you've gone through ...and every 5th Nov, I "lump them all together" and grieve... (cos that is the date I remember the most) Here in the UK, it is bonfire night, fireworks and celebrations... that's not easy ~~ I feel for you and I hope very much you will survive this with your sanity intact xxx



PS Just a thought, I haven't checked any of your stories (yet) but have you written about her?

I READ YOUR STORY MADE ME CRIED BUT JUST PRAY TO GOD AND ALSO HE IS GOING TO REWARD YOU WITH MORE KIDS I ALWAYS WILL PRAY FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and hoping that time will bring you some measure of peace as it has for me.

I don't know how to respond my darling as there are no words to describe this situation. In this life the loss of a child is so out of the natural order we somehow expect that as parents we will go first. I cant pretend to offer any words of wisdom, I'll leave that to better minds that mine but I'm sending lots of love for you and your little girl, may god bless you allxxx