I Hate Sleeping Alone Too!

It took me forever to remember even how to sleep in a bed, I slept on the sofa for so long, it didn't feel like I was sleeping alone then.  The back of the sofa at least gave the illusion of there being someone with me.   Then I bought a bed.  I knew that someday I would meet someone and we could sleep together, but I couldn't sleep in my bed!  It took me about a good year and a half to finally relearn how to.  I didn't try every night.  Sometimes I wouldn't do it for weeks at a time.  but I finally did it!  I can sleep in my bed again, but now I'm back to the same problem, I hate being alone in my bed.  So now I have lots and lots of pillows taking up one side of the bed.  At least in the middle of the night when I'm still groggy, I can just snuggle up next to it, and pretend it's my love. 

Even when my boys crawl into bed with me, it's nice, but still not the same as a grown up. 

abrokenwoman abrokenwoman
2 Responses Jul 25, 2008

i sleep on my sofa. i still cant sleep in my bed. i hate sleeping alone too. watch TV till my eyes shut...

I sleep alone in my bed too. I pray that one day I will have a man to share my bed with me. Someone to go to bed with at night and to wake up to in the morning, just knowing that they are there. It is very lonely sleeping by yourself.