I Don't Like Sleeping Alone
I'm such a weird person about this, I hate sleeping alone, I really do, but at the same time, it's so hard for me to sleep next to someone else. I spend a lot of time next to someone waking up and looking to see if they're still there, if they move I roll over to hold them. I find myself wondering what they're dreaming of... I love the sound of someone snoring lol It's funny but it's such a comforting sound. At the same time, many of my best nights sleep have come from being alone on my couch because facing the bed alone was too much for me to deal with. It's sort of a damned if I do, Damned if I don't. Sleeping alone is lonely and I hate it, but I sleep best alone, curled on a couch with my arms around the cushion... maybe I've just not found the right person to sleep next to....
