Trapped In Here

I feel a little bit pathetic writing this story but I have to get it out. I feel like I'm trapped inside of my own body. I'm.. well I guess I'm "large built" but if you asked me, I'd tell you I'm fat. I could be a lot worse, but I still hate it. I'm a size 18 pants at best. Living in a teenage world, you can see how I may feel. I can't do or wear anything that the rest of the girls at my school can. (I go to a pretty small school) My school is big on athleticism too so most people there (99%) are much smaller than me. And on top of that, we have a uniform. Imagine having to go all over just to find clothes for school because, for you, it's not as easy as simply walking into Hollister and buying some khakis. I just wish that I could fall asleep, and when I woke up, be able to wear whatever I want because it all fits, and looks good. And being able to share clothes and borrow dresses and shop wherever I want, and eat what I want like all the other girls.....
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Sep 9, 2011