I Just Can't Do It.

And you know, I'm not sure I want to anyway. I view it as huge sign of weakness, but you know.. that's just my personal opinion.

I bottle up all the anger and sadness because its so personal and there isn't anyone I feel comfortable enough to share it all with. Not that I would anyway I suppose.

I'm sad most of the time, and I've had these issues for a long time. In fact, I used to see a professional about it. But I just couldn't open up to them and I ended up lying my way out of it. The simple fact is, I'm not okay and I know this... but I couldn't possibly tell anyone because the mere admittance that I might have to rely on someone other than myself kills me.

Oh I don't know.

AmberRoth AmberRoth
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 12, 2009

im sad too at least you know you wont let youself down i noticed your not nice to people i wish i had your problem im too nice and am constantly dissappointed in people i cant stand needing other people i want others in my life i can count on like they can count on me but i dont want to need anyone either