I Never Thought I Would Say......

I never thought I would say I do not like to sleep alone.... I mean I have been doing it for years, kind of. I guess when I think of sleeping alone I think of an empty house.

I kicked the man out, however we never really slepted together regulary. His routine was to watch TV and fall asleep on the couch, but he was here and I felt protected.

The kids are here, but not all the time now cause they go to dad's house a few times a week. I hate that part of seperation.

So what I had left was the dog, he has a chair next to my bed that he made his own and when I woke up he was always there with his head on the arm of the chair staring at me waiting for me to wake up. What a cute face! He passed away this last week.

Well now I am here tonight for the first time without any of them.   When I go to bed I will feel alone, sad, scared, and unsafe.

somethingmissing08 somethingmissing08
4 Responses Jan 6, 2009

oh i dont think anyone does really!

HAHA. Now you just need to teach them how to talk and snuggle and your problems are solved.

My bad, the cats are here, the gecko is, and so are the salamanders.