Who Does??I am so tired from so many things going on in my life and now I sit tonight listening to sirens blaring and winds howling. I'm so freaking tired of this horrible weather, it just seems to be day after day, night after night with no relief. My backup battery on my laptop won't last much longer and I'm so worried about my children and grandchildren, my friends and family in the neighboring states, who are all under the gun of these storms.
I've watched as an entire town was picked up and slammed to the ground, it's a horrendous sight. My parents lost everything and many died that day. Many years later I am wiser and prepared.... but the fear when the sirens blare never really goes away. Chills run up my spine, I feel totally helpless, and I wonder is this the moment I lose it all or will I make it through one more time.
My greatest fear is for my husband. Will he come home to me... is he safe.... why don't I hear from him! He is a state trooper and has to be out on the highways and interstate making sure others are safe. I am so proud of him for all he does.... but what of him? I want him here! I want his arms around me. I really can't take much more of this.
And now the sirens are getting louder and I have to go. I hate tornadoes....