I Don't Love My Boyfriend Anymore
Me and my boyfriend have only been dating for 5 months. After dating for 1 month, i packed up my belongings and set off with him. It was a new relationship, Things felt great from the start, we felt connected and were falling in love. we went on the road together, I sat in silence most of the time, while he was on the phone with friends, I started feeling lonely, and wished to go home, but i couldnt, didnt have a home to go to anymore. Alot of time he was on the phone talking or texting ex's and a mutual friend. He could tell it bothered me but did nothing. We get to his house, his mom lives there also, I start putting things away where id like them, We leave for a week, come back and she has moved or rearranged it all. I give up and put my stuff in garage. Its not my house like he told me, Its her house. I find out she dosent like me, And hopes the relationship will end. Hes on the road alot, Im stuck here in this house with her. I dont have any family or friends around so no one to visit or talk to being iam in another state. Now i just feel alone and want to go home. I dont love him anymore. He says he loves me and wants to make it work, and move us both back to where i used to live in hopes i will get the feelings back for him once im where i want to be and away from his mom and out of this house. But i dont know if that will happen. I have lost interest. like i said hes on the road alot. We are hardly ever together. Physically or other wise. Im confused.