Desperate Much?

I have a boyfriend. He used to be my ex 2 years ago. I was still very young when i became his girlfriend. He is 2 years older than me. We got back together last month and unfortunateky he already has a girlfriend. He asked me if he could have two girlfriends and i was kind of shock. Lastly, i said yes. Maybe i said yes because i was desperate for a boyfriend. How couldn't i? I havent had one in a long time. I really need somebody to love. But after i dated him for a few days, he keeps complaining about his other boyfriend. Then, he started to open up his ex girlfriend which is my old schoolmate. I asked if he still love her but said he hated her. I sometimes wonder why i dont love him. And sometimes i feel why he wanted to be my boyfriend.
Beckylovey Beckylovey
13-15, F
2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

I guess i could try to make it all better.

You have to decide what you want. Have a bf and feel this way.. Maybe it will get better... Or break it off and seek out a different relationship. You'll find it if you do. I'm sure of it. Hope whatever you decide it wrks out.