I've been dating my boyfriend for almost two years now and I feel like I don't love him anymore. And I have absolutely no good reason not to. He loves me so much, would never EVER cheat on me, he tries really hard and he's really good to me. I feel like this is completely on my end. When I think of breaking up with him I get scared but I'm not sure if it's because I still love him and don't want to break up with him or because I'm scared of having to live my life without his support. This is especially pertinent since I'm graduating from college in May and will be going into the real world and that has me scared shitless. Part of me really wants to still be with him just so that transition isn't so scary.
I haven't really said anything along these lines to him. This is both of our first serious relationship so I think we are both pretty sensitive about any subject that is even close to breaking up stuff. That and our fights and super scary. He would never ever hurt me even though I **** him off when I try and hit him (not like it makes any difference to him, I'm a small girl) but we are both really stubborn and our fights can go on for a while. We both has some serious tempers and can, admittedly, get childish but in any case, I'm pretty scared to bring up anything because of the possible resulting fight and because of what it might mean for us.
I'm sorry if this is rambling, I'm both trying to get this out of my system and find some advice. Anything anyone has to offer would be great. Thanks.