It Is What It Is

We got married young--I was 20, he was 25. He's sweet and charming. We'd been dating for 4 years. Seemed like the thing to do.

I thought I loved him, and I guess I do in a way. I don't want anything bad for him. He's really sweet. But I've gradually come to realize that I'm just not attracted to men. I'm not ready to come out. I don't want to hurt him. Thank god we don't have any kids. So we just keep on going as if everything were okay. But I know he knows something isn't right...