DRUG FREE!!

I very happy to say this NOW,the fact is for many years I did do drugs and alcohol.I did drink but I did'nt really like to ,I prefered smoking weed.I smoked weed for 25 years.I tried a few other drugs like acid,and hash,but acid was a bit too much for me and hash,I did because someone offered it to me.I never shot up anything because I did'nt like needles and I never snorted coke because I could never even spray nasal medication up my nose much less cocaine.I'm glad that I did'nt like needles or that I did'nt like anything up my nose but a kleenex.Some of my friends that I met many years ago are still struggling with drugs,I NEVER wanted to let go of marijuana,I felt if I did that meant I was getting old and boring.I finally came to a point in my life that I did want to quit and struggled for many years to quit.

I was talking to an old friend from back when we used to do drugs and we both realized how stupid we were and how blessed we were that we did'nt kill ourselves.We would just trust anyone or any drug dealer,that was really dumb of us.We talked about how a couple of our old friends are very hooked  to this day.

I've been clean now for over 4 years,I 'm very happy about that.For a while there I did'nt want to even listen to alot of the music I used to listen to when we were partying.But it's OK now,the other day I was cleaning and I had the radio on and I heard ACDC,Hells bells, who we used to listen to quite a bit,I turned it up.While I listen to all types of music,at that time I listened only to rock.It scared me to listen to any of the music from my drug days,I'm not really sure why.

I like being free from drugs,I'm not old and boring like I thought I would become.I love it that I can be happy and be drug free.It's kind of weird that right about the time that I stopped smoking weed I suffered a nervous breakdown,I survived that.After surviving a mental breakdown,life is just beautiful*BIG SMILE*.