Then what?

I don't have any brothers or sisters, and there are no other teenagers in my family except two who are far-related. So, I've always came to myself for support, and I've developped this part of me that I can always rely on. My dad is my best friend, except that he sometimes pushes me off a cliff. I'm not perfect, I can never be. I'm at this time of my life when I think I've lost this nurturing part of me. I'm lost and am in pain. I have a lot of friends that I don't trust, who trust me. I have a lot of people who are willing to help me, that I won't let them come near. Do I regret it? Not a chance in hell. The real question here is: "Then what?". Any kind of sharing whatsoever hurts me, even this entry. I've considered deleting it 3 times till now, and I'm not even sharing that much. I'm detached and won't let people in, except that now I'm hurt. What do I do?

DerelictSoul DerelictSoul
2 Responses Feb 20, 2009

people will hurt u

I feel the same way as you do i don't want to open up to people either because i don't want to get hurt. But since you and me have this in common maybe if you want you can open up to me if you want. And thankyou for commenting on my story.<br />