I Can't Help It!

I can't help that I am fat and that I can't get my weight off. I can't help it that I would rather sit in the house on the computer and write than be outside and do...who knows waht. I can't help that I don't want to be a part of this family any more but at the same time I do. And I can't help that 3.5 years ago, I fell in love with a guy and have now come out as a lesbian, and eventhough I still have feelings for him, I can't help but wonder if I should just say I don't love him like that anymore...speically seeing as he lives a few states away.

I'm sorry, Anthony. I'm sorry.
Lonliness Lonliness
18-21, F
Jul 26, 2010