Not Out Of Choice Though....

I just don't have any friends so have no social life.
I spend most of my freetime with family which makes me feel ashamed and child like.
I would love to be able to go out to a bar or pub for the night like I used to. I worry that will never again happen for me.
It's horrible when I hear of others my age going out and having a great time. I fear I am losing my youth and missing out.
I am not the type of person who loves to stay in and do nothing so this is horrible for me.
I have started to hate my free time as it reminds me of what a loser I am.
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Jun 1, 2011