Completely Caged

The way my parents are I never really get to go out. Not unless they are with me. So, to avoid embarassment I rarely go out at all. My friends understand but, it is frustrating to know your friends avoid asking you to hang out because of your parents. They make me feel like I am in some cage. I have become so used to this cage that I can't seem to get myself out. I have never been a partier however, that doesnt mean I wouldn't like to try it out. I just want to get away from this place. maybe if I got out I could actually find myself and who I am. How sad is it that I myslef am not even completely sure of who I am? It is pretty freaking sad. I don't really get out much and it has caused the few relationships i have had to quickly come to an end. I could only wish someone would understand :/
PerfectRainbows PerfectRainbows
18-21, F
Jan 14, 2012