I Don't Understand...

How I could be myself on the Internet and still be very well-liked (that's often the case) but if I am myself in real life, I don't have that same reaction with people in real life than on the Internet.  They hate me in real life.

I could be myself on the Internet and people will often like who I am, but I don't think I want to dare try that in person anymore.  I don't want to be someone I'm not either because I know that people will see through it eventually as well.

I'm thinking on maybe CONDITIONING myself to be someone else.  That way I won't have to pretend to be someone I'm not; I WILL be the person I'm making myself out to be.  I'm just wondering, is that really possible to change who I am (or at least some aspects of who I am) through simply self-conditioning?

If it is and you have any tips for me, I'll be glad to hear them out!

deadmoon deadmoon
22-25, F
Jul 29, 2010