Ya know, people say sleep is the only way to get away from it all. WELL HAVING FREAKING NIGHTMARES EVERY NIGHT DOESNT HELP!!! I mean when I wake up I have the same injurys I got when I was sleeping. Well I can feel the pain but the actually injury isn't there. I think it's a mental thing or whatever. Like one dream when I triped over a log running for a masked gun maniac that set the forest on fire. The whole next day I was coughing and took a million cold showers to get the feel of constant burn off. And my ankle freaking killed. And it takes so much energy at night while I'm sleeping when I freak out that the rest doesn't even count. When I wake up in e middle of the night I stay up the rest of the time. Well now Ihave no place to hide from my life.... I hate being mental.
IndigoRue IndigoRue
13-15, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2012

i have this too, every night the same thing; a horrible nightmare of being killed and when i wake up im in complete panic because of the pain i felt from within the dream. i cant do anything about it and im even scare to even close my eyes and drift to sleep. its not something i look forward to every single night.

I know right? Me and my other friend help each other through the day because she has it too. I feel for you thought, sorry.