So it's only 11pm right now, but I am 110% sure that I will be awake for another 20 hours. That's right 20. At least. I am in a constant swinging between sleeping for 10-15 hours at a time or only sleeping every other day. Not good right? Well... yes and no.
I usually take 200mg of Modalert at around 10am once I've finally woken up from my sleeping beauty slumber. Meaning I'll not get back to sleep until the following evening. My reason for doing this is not a good one by any means, however I suppose I get some stuff done. I used to be a morning person, getting up at 5/6am for a jog and then ploughing through some things I needed to do before going to Uni. Now? I want to be a morning person but the motivation is never there. I set all the alarms in the world but it's all too easy to turn them off and get back to sleep. Even when my alarm clock is out of reach and I have to get out of bed! So I take a Modalert pill.
It's amazing while on it, I get so much work done and it's all quality stuff too. I don't eat so much but I get at least 1000 calories so I'm not starving. I drink lots of water to stay hydrated. The following morning I'm still awake and I go for a great run. After that I continue to do tons and tons of work. Sometimes I feel nauseous if I don't drink enough water or have too much caffeine.
Except I know that it's not healthy to have this on and off cycle. I should be sleeping around 8 hours and getting up early without a nootropic drug. Oh well. Maybe someday I'll be able to do something about that.
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Feb 29, 2016