3 Years

I don't talk to my Mom. To be quite honest I have no real desire too, as I feel it is better off this way. She was never a good mom and any "happy" memories I have with her are few and far between. Growing up she was a psychotic ***** prone to fits of paranoia and rage. She would scream at me and my sister while driving saying that we were "embarassing her" (somehow we managed to do this while in the car, with the windows up, on a quiet road). In my later years, after my Mom cheated on my Dad was essentially the cause for there divorce, I moved into my grandparents house. Fortunetly, I became really close with my Grandmother and looked to her a mother figure for the better part of my life. I did eventually try moving back in with my Mom, but I hated her and we did not get along at all. She was more interested in boyfriends. She dated this sleaze bag biker who was a drunk and a piece of ****, but my Mom brought him over all the time despite knowing how much I hate him. Eventually I moved back with my grandparents and stayed there until I dropped out of High School. By then, I barely ever talked to my mother, as she had zero interest in my life. 5 years ago my sister had a baby. My sister is a severe drug addict and manic depressive and eventually lost custody of her daughter, to but who else, my mother. Nowadays, my mom try's to make up for the fact that she was a horrible mother to her own kids by spoiling and taking care of her grand daughter, who she basically stole from my sister, paying upwards of 10,000 dollars to pay for lawyers to keep my sister away from her daughter. This has caused total devastation in my family, and never being close in the first place, has isolated each and everyone of us. I haven't talked to my mom in years now and don't plan on ever wanting a relationship with her in this lifetime.
shootthemoon86 shootthemoon86
22-25
1 Response Aug 12, 2010

HI THERE IAM NO ONE TO CRITESIZE ANY ONE BUT WOULD LOVE TO GIVE YOU MY OPINION .<br />
THANKYOU FOR SHARING UR EXPERIANCES !<br />
LOOK WHAT EVER COMES AROUND GOES AROUND !<br />
I KNOW UR LIFE DID NOT GO SO WELL AS WELL LIKE UR SISTER BUT REMEMBER SHE'S UR MOTHER AND I KNOW SHE DIDN'T ACT LIKE A REAL MOTHER BUT LIKE I SAID GOD SEES EVERYTHING AND SHE IS PAYING HER CONSEQUENSES KNOW BUY TAKEING YA AWAY LIKE U SAID YOU COULD ONLY REMEMBER A LITTLE OF THE GOODTIMES ..<br />
DONOT REMEMBER THE BAD THINGS CAUSE THAT ONLY HURTS YOU MORE BE HAPPY AND FORGET THOSE BAD MOMMENTS UR OLDER KNOW AND TRY TO RESTART A NEW LIFE OR IF YOU DONT UR GOING TO END UP LIKE HER !(donot repeat the story again !)<br />
remember 1-LEARN 2-TEACH 3-LOVE 4-FORGIVE LIFE IS SHORT LOVE UR LOVE ONCE & FORGIVE LEARN HOW TO FORGIVE!<br />
THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW THEY ARE NO LONGER HEAR!<br />
OH AND IF I MISSLED ANY THING I SAID TO YOU IN MY OPINIONS IAM SO SO SO SORRY!<br />
PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU MY FRIEND !