"I only see you as a friend." One phrase. Seven words. A lifetime of pain. The only thing I've ever heard from someone I liked. Nobody sees me as a boyfriend. I don't get it, I'm a nice guy, smart, caring, always willing to listen. Why doesn't anybody look at that anymore? Is it because I don't have money? Why do I always fail to find someone who truly loves me--and more importantly, why do I bother to get back up every time?