Decisions I Have Made
I do not think I can be loved romantically. I spent my high school years as an awkward nerd. I had a tight knit group of friends who loved me as a friend but everyone else overlooked me except when they needed help with homework. College worked out the same way. I am a motivated and very book smart person. I am in the engineering field so I spend a lot of time with men but they all see me as one of the guys. All of their girlfriends hate me until they realize what a nonentity I am. My advice, find a way to meet new people who are not intimidated by engineering. When you figure this out, let me know.