I Wonder, Would Anyone Notice
Sometimes I just want to disappear.
I wonder if anyone would even notice. If I were gone I wonder if anyone would think “Hm, where’s (name)?”
Maybe everyone else could be happy without me.
Sometimes, many times, I not even noticed. Hearkening back to my wall flower days in high school.
My family seems to hardly speak to me, except when they want something, and I’m almost always alone.
I have grown accustomed to being alone. I have learned how to be happy being alone. Just me and my thoughts.
I don’t always feel loved and I need to be reassured that I am loved and cared about every once in a while. Maybe that's why I'm searching for a special someone in my life.
How do I know they would even care if I just up and disappeared?
Maybe I will someday ... just disappear and see if anyone notices.