Numb Pain

As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle
I have secured all post with my guards
As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face
I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another
As the enemy stands waiting to attack
I force him into ignorance leaving no moments of weakness
As the stars gaze at me I silently wish one would shoot across the sky as an act of faith that things will once be okay
I dwindle on my buttons hoping they stay fastened and I will not allow them
A moment's weakness
As I lay in this darkened room I sit wit a little thought that that has yet to define clarity and efficacy to my conscious
natalie343 natalie343
31-35, F
Jan 16, 2013