Want Marriage, So Bad, But Idk If It Will Happen
The man I love
, and I want to marry so bad, seems to be a marriage-a-phobe or something like that. We've been dating since I was 16 and this year, in Sept, we will be together for 10 yrs. Every time I bring up marriage though, this man I wish to marry comes up with some kind of excuse as to why we can't yet, I.E.- I don't make enough money to support you, I have to take care of my dad, Etc. I love him so much though, I do NOT want to give up on him/us, I just keep hoping that If I hang in with him we'll eventually get married. Am I stupid, or foolish, for doing this?