I Don't See It

Granted that I am still young and who knows what the future has in store for me, but ... I don't ever see myself getting married or even having kids. I mean ... at one time that is all I ever dreamed about and it was all I could think of. And then ... *boom* ... I didn't want it. And it wasn't because of anything that had happened, I just don't see it happening anymore. No matter how hard I try to visualize it, the picture is always empty. Makes me wonder if something tragic is going to happen, or if that isn't what life has in store for me. I kind of like this. One big huge mystery. Only ... you can't flip to the last page to find out what happens, you just have to wait and see .....
LosingIt LosingIt
22-25, F
2 Responses Apr 4, 2007

losingit, i dont' know if you will or not, but my daughter called me last night to tell me that her husband said it's over. he didn't want kids, and he didn't like how she disiplined her son. so what is she to do now? I know what you mean. about not sure if your gonna get married. it's hurtful.

I have always wanted to get married but I am turning 29 this year and it still hasn't happened.<br />
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If you want it, I guess you have to keep praying.<br />
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Let's keep our fingers crossed it happens for both of us.