I Must Be A ***** Cuz I'm Pretty.

I have huge self-esteem issues from high school. It's a long story, and i've already written it about 20 times on this site, so...read one of my other posts if you wanna know it. :P But the gist of it is, I pretty much went from a part of the popular crowd to school reject almost overnight. But anyways, I'm pretty scared of being rejected by people now, so I almost never start a conversation with strangers or even people in my classes. I've heard from a lot of people that they thought I was a stuck-up ***** because they thought that I thought I was too good to talk to them. Maybe I'm a *****, I don't know. But me thinking I'm better than anyone? HA!!! That's funny!! Almost everytime I talk to someone, even my friends, I'm always worried they're gonna see someone they want to talk to more than me and just walk away from me. I know where I am now is a lot different than where I was in high school, but my self-esteem hasn't gone up as much as I'd like it to. :(

 But no, I'm not depressed or whatever anymore, but I really do think almost everyone is better than me or more important than me.

KaBe22 KaBe22
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 12, 2010

maybe your problem is you worry too much.. how can you be yourself if you mind every bits and pieces of the supposedly nonsense