Depressed All Day

I felt like the trash in the gutter. I'm worried about being financially on my own in July when my roommate leaves. I'm nearing 40, and still worried about survival. I thought of just killing myself if I couldn't make it. Sick of worrying. But I know there's help out there. If I don't have a job by then, I will ask about help with utilities etc.

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4 Responses Feb 14, 2010

I found this that seems to help people with advice. I just thought I should tell people.

Hon I wish I had some magic words of wisdom for you, I am also having a crap day missing my hubby like mad today, my house is falling apart (well really just needs some repairs) the bills are piling up I'm late with the morgage, I hate my job but have to stay there. Thank god for my kids who are the only bright and loving things in my life right now. I really want to go outside and scream LIFE IS TO HARD TODAY. Maybe you could do it for me. ((((((((((hugs to you))))))))))))

awwww if u need to talk to me im here :)

Awwww (((HUGS)))<br />
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dont kill urself please..