I Don't Think So, Not At AllI used to have no trouble making friends and keeping them, but the older I get, the less comfortable I feel with the public in general, and the more my depression, paranoia, and anxiety invade my life. I tend to stay away from most people, and I guess it's pretty difficult to get close to me. Part of that is because I am very strange, and part of it is because I instinctively (and involuntarily) push people away for fear of being hurt.
So, even if people do try to be my friend, they usually figure out that I am incredibly flawed and weird, and they bail. I don't blame them and have no hard feelings toward them. I've grown pretty used to it. It's probably for the best. I try to stay away from drama, and most people don't know how to accept others unconditionally, so I'm better off.