Innocence Lost So Young

My youngest childhood memories involve abuse. A neighbor that was my babysitter. My father, my mother's girlfriends. I grew up believing that I was an object for their use. That my life was normal.

What does it mean when a 17 year old says I want to have consensual sex. It didn't mean for me that I was a virgin, it just meant I wanted to have consensual sex with someone, on my terms.

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desirenight desirenight
46-50, F
Jan 18, 2013