Left Behind.

I've been hurt. I’ve been betrayed and stabbed in the back by a friend. It all started last August, we were drawn to each other and had so much fun together. She really was the first real true friend I had. I can't get over this fact. We had our petty arguments and I may have said the wrong things but I never let them go without an apology. She called me the bad friend...I just don't see how I hurt her that bad. I cannot recall one thing I did that would result in such a statement. I have apologized so many times and tried to have conversations with her. I have forgiven her, but the pain is still there. I have worked to fix a friendship for the past 8 months that is just a hopeless cause. I realized this last night. I have to move on. I have to fight through the pain of her unforgivness and find my peace. I have to face my pain.
cherryblossom8 cherryblossom8
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 13, 2010

All is well and this was years ago during a time of grave darkness for me. I have moved on and am happy.

No you don't have to face the pain. Just let her go. Believe that you will find other happiness. Life is so short. Don't let her stop you from accomplsihing the goals you have for your life. Are you dead? You're are still alive. So act like it, breathe like it, and LIVE like it. People in your life will come and go. Unfortunatly we can't do anything about it. Just forgive and forget her. It WILL be hard. But you can do it.