Confession

i cry every night,my body aches , my eyes burn ,my stomach is in knots,  i feel like i cant breathe, my heart pounds so much it feels like its gonna explode. This is pain, its so sever i pray for death, i ask my god to kill me now. i dont die, im stuck.i feel alone, i feel insane, i try to tell you but you dont listen, you say im fine you say its nothing you say get over it. that hurts so much more than you know. you use my sickness against me, you joke as if its funny, you dont realize how much i hurt.