The Worst Kind Of Pain..

I don't think you realise how much I hurt...I have been going through alot the past couple of months..False relationships,lies,deceiving and empty promises.Somewhere in between I have just realised to learn with it.What else can I do..the feelings' indescribible..but im sure some of you know the feeling all too well!that feeling when everything is just too much and just need to escape reality and come to terms with whats going on in your life.I don' t talk about my problems to anyone not even my bff,I just suck it up,cause thats what we do right..I just don't know how my life got this way in such a short period of time..I miss my "old life" wait I miss being a little kid again,skinned knees are easier to fix than a broken heart.But even when my heart is filled with sorrow and despair ,I'll try and smile and make people think im happy when really..pschhh im not.But thats just the way it is ey.Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't?Would anyone notice?:(
simibear simibear
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 26, 2011

Why not find things in life you are happy about, such as a beautiful day, good hair day, or maybe go stargazing (if that's ur thing.) It's ok to hurt and be sad, but eventually, ya gotta let go, elsewise all those negative emotions can turn very destructive. ( I know all about destructive emotions, been there, done that!) God speed to you! I wish you healing, and happiness.

Sometimes our burdens are easier to bear with the support of compassionate friends.

I am going through the exact same thing.... :) dont worry that tie will pass!