Trust Only To Be Hurt Again

I have problems trrusting people because everytime that I have trusted someone they always screwed me over. So a long time ago I realized that I cant trust anyone not even myself. Why dont I trust myself? I dont have a reason to trust myself, when I am trying to stay clean or maybe not do something, when I get the oppurtunity to get high or do whatever is I want to do I know I wont have the will power not to do it. So if I cant trust myself there is no way possible that i could trust anyone else.
imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 5, 2012

thanks gawd m not the only 1>>>>>>>>>>>