Friends..

 From the day that I was born..I never really trusted anyone, I had friends, people I could have fun with and all that..But it was never like I needed these friends, I was always alone for the most part but I never really had a problem with it. I liked (and still like) being alone and all that.

But then it happened..She entered my life..A girl I fell madly in love with, something I had never experienced in my life.

She ended up being my first girlfriend ever..And we had some beautiful times, I also got to know alot of her friends, they seemed like good people whom I could count on.

But then she broke up with me, I was devastated, broken. And these people that I found, I turned to. They helped me, I could talk to them and all that. And they said they could talk to me, that I was a good person etc.

But it turns out they've all been hiding something from me that I found out today..Something quite..Painfull, that I don't want to talk about. 
It feels like I made such a big mistake..Trusting people, allowing people to know how I feel about things..I just don't know what to do. I told these people that I don't know them anymore..That they can just **** off. I'm done trusting people.

SolarDjango SolarDjango
18-21, M
Feb 14, 2009