Nobody Needs to Know Me

Well, my best friend has seemingly abandoned me. I've had a very rough time lately and nobody to talk to. I keep thinking I should find someone, but I've come to realize she was the last person I trusted to spill my guts to. I was hurt a lot growing up and was very shy too, so didn't have a lot of friends. In my adult life, I finally did get some friends, but they've all went away. Everyone goes away in the end. It's easier to not care, it seems.
StarryNight StarryNight
31-35, F
1 Response May 2, 2007

im dealing with those same thoughts right now too sweetheart ... and it is easier not to care but its not healthy ... we all need to know its okay to take risks with people but to also have boundaries with them ... people look at boundaries as strict guidelines but really they arent they are you boundaries and you can do with them what you want .. a good book on boundaries is called where to draw the line . Very helpful at least to me . I hope things start looking up !!