Nobody Needs to Know Me

Well, my best friend has seemingly abandoned me. I've had a very rough time lately and nobody to talk to. I keep thinking I should find someone, but I've come to realize she was the last person I trusted to spill my guts to. I was hurt a lot growing up and was very shy too, so didn't have a lot of friends. In my adult life, I finally did get some friends, but they've all went away. Everyone goes away in the end. It's easier to not care, it seems.
StarryNight StarryNight
31-35, F
2 Responses May 2, 2007

Read Psalm 22 @ www.BibleGateway.com<br />
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It's an amazingly detailed prophecy of Christ's crucifixion - written @ 1000 BC<br />
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His bosom friend - Judas - 'lifted up his heel against me'<br />
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But, in the Spirit, all who love Jesus, worldwide, are spiritual brothers & sisters<br />
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1 Corinthians 3 calls us living stones in the eternal building of which Christ is Cornerstone - as plants in the garden of which Christ is the Gardener<br />
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Prayer can move the hand of God on the far side of the world, so distance is no ob<x>ject<br />
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Praying for you

my best friend of 11 years pretty much abanoded me this year. I finnally gave up trying to get in touch with her. Sometimes it does seem it's easier not to care.