No Trust In Most

I have been hurt by people so often that I am not able to trust friends I have known for years because of all that has happened to me.

Not only my friends but people who were supposed to act as my parents as my biological parents couldn't hurt me more in the past year than I thought was possible.

 

Betrayal has been part of my life.

Trust is something that people usually have to really prove to me anymore that they are worthy of.

Even then some I thought trust worthy did what I asked them not to as I didn't want others to know.

kthimm1 kthimm1
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 21, 2009

i have learned to hate myself for things i cant change. not just me a father i never met

i have learned to hate myself for things i cant change. not just me a father i never met

I have trust issues with my parent and people I call friends,I know how it feels when u feel the blade takes her way in to ur back and the pain it cases to know it's from people that we have trusted.<br />
I do this offten I write what bothers me and my secrets and all and burn them I watch the fire.... That's my way <br />
I hope u find away too.<br />
There r lots of people here u could talk to keeping who u r hidden it brings some relive :) hope u find it and find a good friend <br />
TC