My Mother

I don't understand how my loving mother can smoke her life away and not care. I've tried to help her out with trying to quit but she always rejects the thought of smoking. I really hate when she smokes, it makes me sick to my stomach. It makes me sick because my mom is one of the most loving person I know, she always helps others with their life problems. Shes been smoking since I was young. I talked to my dad about it and he kind of makes it a joke, he doesnt believe that my mom could or would stop smoking. But I have so much hope in my heart that she will see what it really does to her. I've been dropping my academics because I can't sleep at night knowing I could be up making a plan to help my mom. I haven't had a goodnight sleep in about 2 weeks. I really don't know what to do, I'm so confused. I don't like this feeling, the feeling that I am the worst daughter, I feel like its my fault. Im always crying but I can't find the right words to tell my mom why. Please help me, anything will do.
MomoEspinar MomoEspinar
13-15, F
May 20, 2012