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I Don't Belong Here.

I don't want this life

the way it is

I want to be free

from all the responsibility

 

This life wasn't meant for me

it was for others reality

 

Life is a gift you have to create

it can be taken away

before it too late

 

before you know it

its over

and gone

all the things you wish you did

all the things you wished you

experienced

 

are just painful memories

of the past.

 

And all that's keeping me

from living is

Society

 

I don't feel free

I feel bound

by thoughts and expectations

of other people

 

I want real adventure

I want to feel alive

 

this isn't life this is

society

and I

Don't

Belong.

IronHeart IronHeart 18-21 10 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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I do not understand your atitude. We are all on this planet. We all should try to help each other. Quit complaining.

The problem is how useless this society is. You can't be something without studying for it, even if you are naturally talented in that area. People hate each other on the basis of race, religion, age, wealth. Cancer can be cured but corporations are able to block simple treatments of Vit B17 so that they continue making money. You work all day, with no time to do what you really want to do. If you haven't had sex you aren't cool and women are more likely to want someone who has had sex over someone who has kept himself while waiting for the person he will truly love. What's not to understand?

I do not understand your atitude. We are all on this planet. We all should try to help each other. Quit complaining.

simply i don't belong to this society. i want peace and something worth to live for.

ya peace would be nice

simply i don't belong to this society. i want peace and something worth to live for.

i dropped out of society for five years as much as i could and i absolutely did feel alive. I walked, i slept outside, i met some of the most beautiful people i could ever meet - and a lot of them were just regular people that were compelled to show me another side of themselves that their own families might not see - like the angry huge brute that couldnt help opening up to me that he always wanted to just be an artist and now hes a construction worker and his wife probably knows him as a drunk. <br />
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and now i'm back - have an apartment and am worn out from the adventure and looking forward to rest for a while. but - i feel all the chains and the wet wool blanket that is every day life descending back upon me and i'm not sure if time with my family will keep its hold over my spirit....<br />
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i've never belonged or participated with any enthusiasm. until i walked away that is. dont be afraid to walk away. you can always come back. god looks out for those who are searching and you wont go hungry.

Ya I guess I could always come back good thought.

i dropped out of society for five years as much as i could and i absolutely did feel alive. I walked, i slept outside, i met some of the most beautiful people i could ever meet - and a lot of them were just regular people that were compelled to show me another side of themselves that their own families might not see - like the angry huge brute that couldnt help opening up to me that he always wanted to just be an artist and now hes a construction worker and his wife probably knows him as a drunk. <br />
<br />
and now i'm back - have an apartment and am worn out from the adventure and looking forward to rest for a while. but - i feel all the chains and the wet wool blanket that is every day life descending back upon me and i'm not sure if time with my family will keep its hold over my spirit....<br />
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i've never belonged or participated with any enthusiasm. until i walked away that is. dont be afraid to walk away. you can always come back. god looks out for those who are searching and you wont go hungry.

I don't regret living in society because I've indeed learned things and who I am from other people but now that I'm getting older trying to find out where I belong is hard. Its hard to be who your are when everyone wants and expects someone else.

This is just about enough to complete my summary.

Neither do I :(

You sound like me.. Unfortunately My perfect life is only a fantasy.

I feel the same... People expect too much and society isn't made for everyone. Reading this made me sad because it's the reality.