Lived In "sexless Marriage" , Now I'm Divorced And Lonely....not For Him, But Just LonelyFor the last 6 years of my marriage, my ex didn't want to have sex with me, he said, "I'm not interested in that kind of thing" as I told him on our 10th years of marriage, I wanted to rekindle our marriage. I then had a fling....even went out of state for this. Came back home, asked for divorce. He had no problem with it. I lost my condo because of this, because he wouldn't leave, so I left. Anyway, story is not about this.
I really don't want to live my life alone....I still believe in love, companionship, friendship. Right now, I have none of the above. I am trying the dating sites, to no avail....I could write a book on that, or at least a story....LOL, "A hundred cups of coffee.". ..So, others suggested to stay close with friends. Well, just realized I have no really close friends, only my cousin, bless her heart....but she lives really far. She has helped me, by at least texting. Work friends, only are around when one is working. To those whom are married, I suggest to stay connected with your pre-marriage friends. I think this is what happened to me. Everyone previously has gone their own way. Yes, I was lonely before when my husband and I didn't even sleep in the dame bed with me......and still sleeping alone. I am tired of stayin home weekends....when its esp. quiet. I have a few online friends, and I need some more, or at least someone whom understands. My cousin says to find a hobby, but thats not the same. I'm not getting any younger, and I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. I hope all of you are ok, hope to connect with some. Thank you for taking rhe time to read this.
ssuz545 51-55, F 8 Responses 1 Nov 25, 2010