I Don't Want to Be Fat Anymore
Hi - someone posted a photo of me on facebook - a side shot. Wow - I look terrible. From the front I don't feel like I look horrible, but physically, I am always tired, I eat junk, don't exercise and often feel "less than" around other people. I don't know what it will take to get me to snap out of this but so far, a basic desire, severe depression, alcoholism (sober almost 18 years) and stage three breast cancer (survivor!) haven't stopped me from my self destruction. I'm praying about this because I am a grandma in my early fifties and I'd really like to wear a two piece bathing suit before I die (ok, maybe some nice shorts and a tank top). Thanks for sharing your stories. R
3
responses