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I Don't Want to Be Me Anymore

Nobody To Talk To

By: Lizzyloopin
Written on November 12th, 2012
Think I'm having a nervous breakdown. This happens way too much to not say anything anymore but I literally have nobody I can talk to about it. Really just wish the world would end so I didn't have to try anymore. I don't want to be myself, wish I was someone else that was happy and was going somewhere and that didn't find it difficult to be alive. I ******* hate this and just can't be bothered anymore. Don't know what to do, way too embarrassed to talk to someone about it. Can't sleep and everything just seems to be getting worse and I'm scared because I don't know what I'm doing and I really just need some help.
By: Lizzyloopin
Age: 18-21
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    tastedtherain
    tastedtherain

    This probably doesn't help you much; But I think exactly the same things. It takes a lot out of you to do this day in and day out, and not be able to talk about it. It's got to say something about how strong you are....and how badly you need someone to openly listen to what you need to say.

    Mar 22
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    Reron
    Reron

    I hope it is not too late for me.

    There is some resemblance of what you say to what I am going through. It really has come down to point where my own dreams are tormenting me. i come to hate myself. I too am in search for answer.

    Nov 29, 2012
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    scarednsad
    scarednsad

    I want you to know you are not alone. I feel the same way and I hide from people because I'm afraid they will be able to see it in my eyes. I don't know if I can be any help to you, but I will be here for you...I will listen. Maybe together, we can get through this.

    Nov 12, 2012
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