Nobody To Talk To

Think I'm having a nervous breakdown. This happens way too much to not say anything anymore but I literally have nobody I can talk to about it. Really just wish the world would end so I didn't have to try anymore. I don't want to be myself, wish I was someone else that was happy and was going somewhere and that didn't find it difficult to be alive. I ******* hate this and just can't be bothered anymore. Don't know what to do, way too embarrassed to talk to someone about it. Can't sleep and everything just seems to be getting worse and I'm scared because I don't know what I'm doing and I really just need some help.
Lizzyloopin Lizzyloopin
3 Responses Nov 12, 2012

Lizzyloopin, you can talk to me whenever I'm available. :)

This probably doesn't help you much; But I think exactly the same things. It takes a lot out of you to do this day in and day out, and not be able to talk about it. It's got to say something about how strong you are....and how badly you need someone to openly listen to what you need to say.

I want you to know you are not alone. I feel the same way and I hide from people because I'm afraid they will be able to see it in my eyes. I don't know if I can be any help to you, but I will be here for you...I will listen. Maybe together, we can get through this.