Think I'm having a nervous breakdown. This happens way too much to not say anything anymore but I literally have nobody I can talk to about it. Really just wish the world would end so I didn't have to try anymore. I don't want to be myself, wish I was someone else that was happy and was going somewhere and that didn't find it difficult to be alive. I ******* hate this and just can't be bothered anymore. Don't know what to do, way too embarrassed to talk to someone about it. Can't sleep and everything just seems to be getting worse and I'm scared because I don't know what I'm doing and I really just need some help.