I Don't Want to Be Me Anymore
As a person I can be 100% certain that I am not the only one that feels the way I do. But why does it always feel like I am? I just really wish there were people out there that could really understand me.
I'm one of those people that comes across quite confident, enjoys life and going out regularly with friends. But again i'm sure i'm not alone in saying, before and after I go out in the comfort of my own home I can look into the mirror, and just hate what I see. Why does it seem so hard to change my own opinion into positive thoughts about myself for once.
I'm not even that old. It's not as if I have real bad problems in my life. But I feel this is what makes it worse. People look at me and think, what problems should he have. But at the end of the day nobody realises that its the inner persons opinion that counts and you can't help not likely what you see 7 days a week 24 hours a day.
I'm now sat here thinking that I'm being pathetic at my age even thinking this. But the true fact is I don't want to go ruining my life letting these horrible thoughts take over. I know there are things I can do, but where do I actually find the guts, to just do them and make a change ?
