Growing up, I thought that every woman wanted to grow up, get married and have kids. When I reached this, I knew that this did not apply to me. Even now, after I've graduated from college and I'm with the man of my dreams, I still do not want children. It could be because of my past. I have this feeling inside me, that no matter how many times he tells me, I feel like if I had a child, I would end up raising them alone, because that is what my mother did. I just could not do that.