Im Scared Of Growing Up.

I'm 15 years old, have a year left at school, then its college and whatever follows that. I dont want to grow up, or leave home, or even leave school for that matter.

I think of myself as quite intelligent and capable, but when it comes to the real world, Im as clueless as a newborn. I'm the sort of person for whom it's almost impossible to let go of the past, and I know as soon as school has finished that I'll be a disaster waiting to happen when having to contemplate never seeing half of my friends again. School gives me a sense of security, everyday when I walk through those gates, it reminds me that Im still a little boy, and then people ruin that for me by forcing my future upon me, I wish I could just enjoy my childhood while I still have it and worry about adulthood when it gets here.

All the responsibilities and requirements of the adult world worry me, as I dont think I'll be able to cope. I just want to stay young for aslong as I possible can instead of leaving my childhood behind too soon.

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13-15, M
Aug 5, 2010