I Love Sex But I Love Respect More...

Sex feels amazing with the right person, as it can be extremely painful, physically and emotionally.
Now I avoid dating because I dont want to take the risk.
I keep thinking of adultrie, disease, date rape, abus, stalkers... the list goes on.
I am young (23), and I dont understand why i dont have any desires...
Im so focused on school and personal project and avancing in my career, that when a college teacher ask me out for date or a friend invited me to a bbq to try to sleep with me or use manipulative techniques on me, i automatically see red and end my friendship, relationship with them....
Some guy touched my *** at a bar and i couldnt help myself to pull a knife on him, I think i have serious issues.....lol
The only solution to my problem right now is to walk with my **** you attitude and be intimidating or to get really really ugly...
Problem is thats not who I am, im a very attractive young female and im kind hearted and i hate to project an image that says otherwise....

nitrocivic nitrocivic
22-25
Aug 13, 2010